We're still dreamers in our dead sleep, naked & tangled, twisted in love

Shihui; Silly you, you're missed too :)
Grace; Haha thank you thank you! What a faithful reader (:
Rena; Hah I'm eager to know man!
Caroline; MISS YOU TOO :)
Puayleng; We talked & I hope you're feeling better yuh. (:
NatL; Yay we'll be happy kids again okay! (: I love you too NatL! :D
Shirl; Haha you dozed off last night, boohoo!

Thanks for commenting everyone. Love!
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Last night. Texted Shirl & talked on the phone with Pert. She's fucking annoying & noisy, as usual. I thought last night would be a perfect night though there's something worrying me. I don't know what's that something till later on in the night. We hung up @ around 1am. Qiaos called later on. Fucking hell, I teared upon hearing the shocking news. I knew this was coming.

I told you a zillion times to heed my words but you refused. I told you so many times. I knew this was coming. I knew those headaches meant something. Now I'm worried & scared. I lost you &I don't wanna lose you entirely. I seriously hope everything goes well for you, I hope nothing's growing inside that smart brain of yours. I don't want anything to grow in there.

I couldn't stop crying. I tried looking for comfort, but it isn't the same. Cried myself to sleep. I guess by tht time, it was approaching 3am. Woke up @ 9am, wondering how's everything for her. Fucking worried, but who cares if you do Glyn?

I rather I'm the one lying in the ward, waiting for the reports. I don't mind if I have to go to Heaven to save you. I really don't mind, I swear I meant this. I'm willing to trade anything for you, anything. I'd rather He take me away instead of you. ):

God I pray, that nothing ever happens to this special someone in my life. Don't take her away; take me if you have to. Do the exchange & I'll come to you. I pray that nothing happens to her, I hope everything goes well for her. I'd do anything to make her safe, anything. Amen.

There's class tonight @ UAN. So I doubt I'll have the time to update. Well, I think I'll probably come online again tmr morning or something. Then I'll do update on my blog ok. (:


P/s: I hope seeing you'd make me feel better.
See you later babybums (:


I can't believe you manage to put this love inside my heart.
<3.

11:17 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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